UGH!

On: Grief

UGH!

I can’t seem to move forward fast enough.
And yet, I am moving forward. 
Don’t be so hard on yourself…
Give yourself grace…


I don’t want to give myself grace. 
I want to be strong and brave and powerful.


There is no mask. 
I am not hiding that I am falling apart on the inside, because I don’t think that I am.
It just all sucks when you can’t get out of your own way. 
When your dreams are showing you that you are ill prepared to accept this new life.
When you look at your children and see that they too are a bit stuck in the cement. 
When you are afraid that if you stop talking about him it will all be “real.”


UGH! 
This sucks.
This is hard.
This is life, I guess.
 

It takes time.
It may take time, but who has time for that? 
Life marches forward and so shall I.


No sympathy needed here. 
Just encouragement. 
No worrying necessary.
Just ask if anything is ok.


UGH!